Finally Dead

Too much pain,
And too much hurt,
Wit noone to care,
I decided to end it here.

Too many cuts too deep,
One to many pills to sleep,
I find myself laying on the floor,
Silently staring at the door.

Everything starts to fade,
In a red ocean I seem to wade,
There is no way to get out,
I'm not even bothering to shout.

Everything in my head slips away,
I can't get a single thought to stay,
Everything goes blurry and I can't see straight,
Death was way too pursuasive for me to wait.

I finally did it, I'm finally done,
I always knew suicide would be who won,
Don't even bother with your fake tears,
You never noticed i'd been dead for years.