Pin Point

Violent shakes hit me five minute after popping that pill.
Mix with weed and alcohol,
and what do you get?
A beautiful concoction.
Nerves and worries lifted,
I can finally laugh.
Soul floating, skin tingling like waves rolling beneath my skin.
Pupils pin point, I'm invincible.
I can say what I want to anyone,
do what I want with no regret.
Pupils return to normal, I'm fading.
Worries and nerves come back, invincibility fleeting.
Come home, family can see through me.
They know what I've been doing.
Arguments and harsh words slice like a knife.
Storming out I return to my pin point feelings.