Dead Inside

Don't understand this life.
Everything fails,never turns right.
As a matter of fact,I rather die.
Dying is okay,I already am inside.

Inside this heart,nothing is new.
Nothing in this life stays true.
Soothing words can't help at all.
In every part of me,I know I'll fall.
Dead inside?Yes,I am.
Everything will be fine,no matter how sad I am.

After all,I already am dead.
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That last one is not part of the acrostic.I had some trouble with this one.Sorry if it sucks...THANKS FOR READING!!!!

-Demon