Help Me, Help Us

Ugh I don’t know what to say,
I like you
But more as a friend.
Most are in love by know,
Right?
Then why aren’t we?
Is it because I’m incapable of loving?
Is it me that the problem?
When we kiss I don’t feel anything.
Its just empty.
Where’s that…spark?
Is it because I can’t kiss?
I know I’m horrible at it.
But I mean I haven’t had much…
Experience.
You’re the only 2nd guy I’ve kissed.
And the first I’ve made out with.
Ugh! What’s wrong with me?!?
I’m sorry. It feels like my fault.
And it feels like were slipping away.
Our conversations are dulling..
There becoming small talk.
I don’t know what to do!
I wanna keep you. I wanna fight for you!
For us.
But… I don’t know how..
Help me. I can’t do it alone.
I miss you. I miss us.
Help me bring it back.