Trust Issues

I trusted you,
I trusted in you,
I believed in you,
I loved you,
I wanted you,
I still need you, you ruined me.
I cried for you,
I cry for you now,
I cannot trust you,
I cannot trust him,
I cannot trust anyone, you ruined me.
I trusted you,
I keep telling myself,
That I don't need you,
But I trusted you,
I trusted you with everything,
With my heart,
With my mind,
With my secrets, I trusted you.
You gave me nothing in return.
Now I have trust issues.