Scars

All these scars remain
Hidden behind thin lines of soft fabric
Tears never seem to pass you by
Without any concern that may come to you
Since you caused this with your own wrong doing
I never blamed you for any of this
I blamed myself for letting myself take this

holding on
This seem to just get worse
I tried to let go
But my days seem to waist away
Seeing you make me want to scream
I pray one day for an escape
But I'm chained by your words
And my drunken stupidity

This always stays the same
Like reused lyrics
Twisted in your own sick morality
I hope you melt in your own sorrow and angry blows
Because I've had enough!
With no regrets I broken these rusted chains
This will now be my final escape!

Holding on
Seems to make this get worse
You beg for me to stay
With no regrets I say my final goodbyes
You try to force me to stay
But I can't hold on anymore
With no remorse and push my way from you

I realized your nothing
and I won't stand your bullshit
This is terminated
Hold on, or forget

All these scars remain
That remind me of my biggest mistake
It's time to let go-