Homophobia is my homicidal (words)

People don't hurt me,
It's words that take my sanity away.
No one will ever come to help or even glance at me,
because I'm not worth it.
Unless someone has something to say:
"Cock-sucker", "faggot", "flamer go to hell"! "kill your-self"!
They are just words,
words turn into air or whatever,
they are nothing.
Yet, they are the reason I can't sleep at night,
Yet, they are the reason I don't dare put food in me,
Yet, they are the reason I'm dying slowly, painfully.
Words change people.
but why?
How is it affecting your life?
Why do you say those things?
Why do you even bother?
Why I can't I love the same sex and not get hated?
Why do you make me feel like fucking shit?
Do I have to die that badly?
Would you be happier if I died Mom, Dad?
Would you?
would you?!
It's not the voilent shove, butt- faceing my high school locker,
It's not the cuts from broken tears of succsseful pheasure,
It's not even the thiness of anorxia.
It's the words you use to make me feel this way.
Is the reason as to why I won't live another day.