December Consequences

Come on now, get ready for a downfall,
Cause all without warning, we're about to snap and lose it all
Chaos heading our way, miserable at best, left a broken mess
Loss of faith, courage, and life,
There's no point anymore in trying to figure you out,
Tired of questions like who's to blame, and how to share,
I'll settle for getting lost in your actions and memorable love

And really now why do we continue to do this?
Cause there you go, here we go, I watched pain unravel once again,
Making it's destructive way through love and happiness
In all you took and gave away,
Did you really have nothing more to say than keep the fight going?
Because truth finally being told, all you ever did was keeping the lies coming.

Did all of this really have to happen just for the sake of dying?
Honestly I still haven't wrapped my head around how you gave up on trying.
And now we're all just confused, with eyes dried out from crying.
Isn't it extremely ironic and agonizing how your wishes came true
Payed with the prize of losing you?

So pretty please and all those childish things i missed, open up your blue eyes wide,
And recognize all your destruction and influence,
Even from your grave you continue to cause pain and failing hearts,
Scars, tears, empty stomachs and hopeless minds
You gave us no choice in losing this war

We've got endless waves coming at us, full of memories, regret and hurt
I Guess we're kind of used to this always happening all over again,
I can feel it crashing against me, pushing and tugging,
And I've got more than enough practice and experience with hurting
Now all i can do is take a step back, and hold on tight, while I'll be letting you go
I'll allow you to slip away, take a deep breath and smile again

I'll be forgetting your face, allowing it to fade away in a haze
All the endless night's dedicated to you and your precious crown,
Has now gotten me in over my head, and lost in my mind
You got me over thinking, oversleeping and giving up
But i could never let this opportunity go and after all,
Pain really always was my number one thing in this life

Your spell has been fading for quite some time now,
and I'll probably be the last on to fall free of the enchantment placed on me
Willingly clinging to your love and mind, all the hurt trailing behind
You've got me begging for answers and self abuse, got my head halfway through a noose
Guess you settled for a Hollywood worthy story, when your happily ever after fell through
Now I'm just waiting for everything to fall back into to place, and to regain my faith