He Broke Me

I can't help it
I really can't
I've never felt like this about a guy before
I've always liked them
But I never really cared when we broke up
Now this, this is different
This Is real pain
I just can't do it anymore
I just want him to hold me again
I can't do this without him
I'm dying inside
I try,
To smile
But it's fake,
Always fake
I just don't know what to do anymore
He broke me
Completely destroyed me
And I don't have the strength to build myself again