Me in a Nutshell

Taking the time to analyze the wreck of a mind that is me. I take comfort in the fact that I can successfully proclaim my on insanity and insecurity. My mind is a wreck of a piece...Im like the wanderer who wishes only for the love of another yet pushes away strangers with any chance he gets. Like the lawyer who prosecutes his own clients... How ironic is it that when something one wants is there right in front of him, that he should in fact push it farther away?... Oh! How I despair over my own insanity!...How I take the time to take my heart lay it out and fillet it out in the open for all to see!... Time is a cruel mistress that takes no mercy when whipping at the years that I have left in life... How cruel is it that though i may try my hardest, love is a foolish lass who sustains itself off of my own suffering?....I take the pill that will end my life yet all Im left with is an empty heart....Darkness seeps into my soul but never shall i be given peace...I am the writer left to script over my own tragic life and take from it a lesson to learn for the next life...