You Didn't Even Know You had Them.

You didn't even know you had them,
those feelings locked inside.
She didn't say it as harsh as she could,
but the phrase was finished nonetheless.

In her mind, she lunched across the slate grey table,
let her pent up energy loose.
She wasn't her doormat anymore,
she wouldn't take the insults.

One jump,
then a scream.
Crowds gathered close
as she released everything.

Her vision began to fade,
the story was blacking out.
Her violet eyes turned a new,
beautiful shade of blue.

As she stood back up,
took deep breaths of air.
A voice rang through her mind,
"Kaida, what's going on in there?"

She shook her head,
then came face to face with her tormentor.
Her own sister was grinning,
and she new what was next.

She'd wished her daydream had come true,
that she could end the madness finally.
But she knew that would only happen in her dreams,
in her mind that wasn't very easy to please.