Mess

I sit in my room alone
Trying to hold back my tears
I feel my anger bubbling near the surface
I let go of the struggle against my fears

It's all your fault
That i'm so broken inside
You caused me to forget how to care
You taught me to run and hide

Because of you, i can't let someone in
Becasue of you, i make a mess of my life
Because of you, i fall deeper into my hate
Because of you, i'm dying more each time

I can no longer give someone my heart.
I can no longer give someone my trust
I can no longer give someone my faith
I can no longer give someone my love

I hate you for everything you left me to do
For everything that you did
You left me to fend for myself
Though I was just a kid

You never cared much
For the messes that you made.
Obviously because look at my life
Look at who you've betrayed.

Look at me, Dad.