I Knew It All Along

I'm tired
And I'm sad now
World you win
Hands down
Keep your love
And your crown
I'll never mean a thing

I feel
Like just a shadow
Who am I
I just don't know
Is it real
Or for a show
My heart's begun to sting

I hate
The way I question
Like I don't
Know the answer
But I know
I know the answer
I just wonder what they'll think

I knew
What they would say
I just never
Heard them say
What they thought
Until today
And man it really stinks

They just
Don't understand
I knew
They wouldn't understand
They just can't
Comprehend
How others hearts can work

And as
My heart just stops
My stupid smile
It drops
I feel like
I've been caught
But they just say their words

I feel
It doesn't matter
Will it
Ever even matter
My heart
It's just been shattered
Because despite it all

I know
No one would ever
Love me
And if they'd ever
Loved me
It would just be
For a time to see
I'm not special at all

Who cares
If I like girls and guys
If neither
Of those girls or guys
Could ever
Love me with such pride
While I feel so much shame

I hate
The way they don't see
It's like
No one cares to know me
Am I
Just a puzzle piece
To a game
I feel so insane
But no one even bothers
To learn my name