Hiding

Can you hold my hand
Can you make me feel better
Can you understand
Wrap me up like a sweater
I just want to know
Am I even loveable

Yes I like girls and guys
But I feel it doesn't matter
I feel I'm in disguise
I'm not the one they're after
I'm not a pretty face
I'm not much at all

I just want to cry
Will I ever be happy
Whether it's with a girl or guy
I just want to be happy
Some just don't understand
I don't care about the details
All I really care for
Is if they love me at all or more

I've prayed toward the sky
But I don't know if He hears me
I don't just ask him why
I ask can he see me
Can he see the way I walk through life
Without any kind of
Preconceived notion

So no I'm not happy
I'm kind of depressed
I don't think about it much
I try to think less and less
But it just keeps coming back
These "friends" don't really
Know you

I want to scream it out
But I know what they'll do
They'll also scream and shout
And they'll tell you know who
I just don't know what to do
Do I hide from myself forever

I don't want to hide
What if a miracle occurs
And I fall in love
And don't manage to get hurt
How will I tell the world
If that someone is a girl
About me
I can't keep hiding ME
But for now I'll try...