Uneasy Transition

I lied when I said I was done
I wanted to look for another just begun
Finally, maybe this one won't be shallow
In a quest for the "perfect" fellow

All these expectations have left the conclusion
I'm drowning in my minds confusion
The lifeguards are off duty and gone
They never stick around for me to bond

"You're not my exact list to list match"
I'm sorry I came from the wrong batch
Maybe if I changed, someone would finally accept
Instead of being on the ships that wreck

I've moved on because you expectations had no end
I moved on when you said I wasn't friend
Now I've met someone who actually won't make me to change
So I can be within her range.