This One's For Distance

Consistent consequences,
Followed by existential questions.
For God's sake what am I doing here?
Dried my tears, but I can still feel the fear.

Now own up to every bad thing I've ever done,
Because I know that forgiveness is the hardest one,
But out of all your actions, your tact, and heart extractions,
All that I am asking is for you to just trust yourself.

Leave me well alone, someone find my phone,
I've got calls and texts to make, got to find a way to break the news.
Are you home? Is it just you or are you not alone?
Find a way to find and wait for all of this to just go.

Because Heaven knows of my intentions. Oh Lord, this tension,
How I could stretch my heart so far away's beyond me.
And I give way to being pretentious, but let's pretend I'm,
Not just becoming everything that I gave warning to.

Let's pretend there's more to this than,
A war between friends, whos past is worse, then?
You say something about how you still want to be friends,
But I know reality when it punches my face, man.