I Love and Fear

I am trivial and solicitous to you
I wonder about your thoughts
I see your sadness
I want what rots
I am trivial and solicitous to you

I pretend my happiness
I feel your pain
I touch the darkness
I worry about our refrain
I am trivial and solicitous to you

I understand I am nothing
I say I love
I dream of the essence of having something
I try to catch a dove
I hope for you my love
I am trivial and solicitous to you