Happy Ending

This is the insanity
That makes up my sanctuary
That calms me down
And fills me up

They surround me so endlessly
The crowd swells so greatly
Somehow I'm suffocating
Completely alone
Yet screaming all the while

Only the Lord knows
That pain that mars my heart
That shoots through me daily
Because He knows how
Hard it is to stay strong
When everything's going wrong

I walk to the park
Viewing the world through a
Black and white lens
Everything's so dreary and gone
I wonder what appeal it holds
So I drop away the camera
And to life the world soon comes

I realize, with a foolish grin
How wrong I was to cry
As I swing so happily in the sun