The Betrayal

Hello there.
'Friend'.
I've missed you.
Ha, not really.
But you will.
Miss me, I mean.
Me and all my big,
juicy secrets.
I trusted you with my life.
You killed me.
You told them EVERYTHING.
You are the reason I don't sleep at night.
You are the reason I have her name carved into my side.
Why?
Why, you ask.
I'll tell you.
Because you told her the truth.
The truth she should have never known.
And now that she knows, I can't breathe.
I can't sleep.
I cant eat.
I don't want to live anymore.
I loved you.
Didn't you see?
I gave you everything from me,
I was by your side all the time,
I supported and protected you.
Through the hard times and the good ones,
I was there.
You weren't.
At first you encouraged me,
helped me find the way.
Then you turned.
Everything about you pretty much changed entirely.
First you were the one to pick up my pieces and glue me together again.
Now you're the one kicking me down and picking me apart bit by bit,
feeding parts of me to the hungry sharks that are my peers.
You gave me to them.
In all my fearful and vulnerable glory.
I'm sorry.
Was I not good enough for you?
My bad,
I didn't realize I meant nothing to you.
I was just another piece of flesh ready to be slaughtered.
I forgot that I'm worthless.
Again.
You picked me up and let me fall.
And after all this, you still walk up to me and say, hello, how are you?
As if nothing happened.
Nothing at all.
I see.
I'll just go then.
No need to show me to the door.
I'll walk away and never come back.
Like you probably wanted me to in the first place.
Goodbye.
'Friend'.