There Is No Such Thing As Forever For Us

I want you to get out of my sight,
without us having to fight.
I can't stand seeing your face,
it seems to me it's such a waste.

If you think about us I'm sad,
let me tell you to your disappointment I'm mad.
You still think I live in fear,
your pity words anymore I don't wanna hear.

You are around me like you have a crown,
well, that's the first thing I'll take down.
And if you think you can break me again,
you are mistaken 'cause I won't pretend.

I would prefer to be out on the streets
and I know how this seems.
What I'm feeling anymore is not pain,
it's disappointment 'cause everything was in vain.

If you weren't like the rest,
you could have been the best.
You could have made my head spin,
but you prefered cutting my skin.

You could have made me feel myself,
but you wanted me as a pet.
To your information, I don't need anymore your attention,
not to mention you aren't even near perfection.

There is no such thing as forever for us,
not even if you gave me drugs.
We will never be together,
there is no such thing as forever.
♠ ♠ ♠
I came up with it today.
~Marian.

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