Standing In My Bathroom

Looking in a mirror,
toothpaste stains near the bottom.
It irritates me so I rub it,
but it only smudges.
I look up into my tired eyes,
no makeup, just me.
My blonde hair in a messy bun,
I wonder what other people see.
A joker, smartass, upbeat person?
A half smile creeps to my lips,
I try to act perfect.
But inside I'm as confused and
fucked up as you are.
Please tell me I'm not the only one
who tries to hide their scars.