im alive

im alive
no longer dead inside
that hopeless place is gone
this pain in my heart grows strong
but only means im alive
why am i still breathing?
what is my purpose?
a thousand people trying to hurt us
i dont want to fight
i just want to love for the rest of my life
but who will love me?
with these blood red scars.
the i loved as gone
since then living has felt wrong
as if it should have been me that
theres nothing in this world that can take this sorrow away