Breaking Heart

Silence grows between us
It tears me apart
I'm scared your going to leave
Me with a broken heart

I worry about it everyday
When I can't even catch your eye
I worry about it when I'm home
And then I start to cry

You say you love me
But do you mean it at all
Or do you just get a good laugh
From watching me fall

I'm always falling
More everyday
But it seems the more I fall
The more you push away

I don't know what this means
I don't know why you are doing this
I don't know why
You wouldn't even give me a kiss

I try to make jokes
I try to hold on
But I think you are through
I think you are too far gone

Please tell me I'm wrong
I'm begging you dear
I don't want us to end
I don't wanna shed another tear

To other girls
You'd rather talk
Away from me
You always walk

I feel like my heart is
Beneath your feet
And each step away
It slows its beat

When the cracks become too much
It's stop all together
And I'll be alone
In this rainy weather

You called me a name
Did you mean it honey
Why can't everything go back
Why can't it still be sunny

Around you I am
So self-aware
Do you even see it
Do you even care

If I bother you
Let me know
I just don't want to
Let you go

This is me
With a breaking heart
This is me
Falling apart