I Almost Forgot I Love You

Why do I love you?
Why do I need this?
Why do I suffer?
Why do I want this?

I don't understand myself
No matter how much I try.
I want to ask myself why
But it's hopeless no matter what.

You hurt me,choke me
You can't set me free.
You kill me,suffocate me,
Why won't you let me be?

Sometimes the burn in my heart
is stronger than the ones littering my skin.
Your face is contorted in a wicked grin.
You have made enough sins.

I ask myself,why am I here?
Why won't I run away,but stay near?
That's when I remember,
why I never know what to do.
Oh honey,I almost forgot that I love you.