Maybe

Maybe I shouldn't have
admitted it first to myself.
Then I needn't walk through this ave
A painful path I do walk

I have enough on my shelf
Enough things to do
Enough things to read
Enough people to talk

Maybe I would have one less thing
to deal with, a matter best forgotten
I could have turned a blind eye
and I could've stayed the
happy idiot you knew

But I had to admit it.
Maybe it would have been better

May be