If We Ever Meet Again

What I do and what I don’t,

What I say and what I should’ve said,

They all hurt me so much.

I make so stupid mistakes and blow so many good chances away.

I swear if I had another chance, I’d make it right, I’d make it right,

I wouldn’t let you go.

If one day we meet again, I swear, I promise, not just to you but to myself,

I promise that I’ll try harder, I’ll make it better, I’ll make it better, better, better.

They’d say may be it was not meant to be, but I can’t live with meant to be ‘s

And I know that I am late, I know, I know I am so late now but these words,

They always haunt me and I had to let them go, I had to let them leave these lips, for their destination, you are their only destination

I get so angry with myself,

I get so sad again and again, with no reason, sadness comes to me, lays me down and makes poisonous love to me

I get confused so much and I pretend so much,

I wanted to share it all with you, I wanted to open a door and I was ready

Ready to bring all my walls down, cut all the ropes, ready to fall

You see, everything hurts me so much still I ache for beauty to come

I know though, that one can not dwell on the past and that is what I must do,

It is what I will do.

But here, on this piece of paper I promise to myself and not just to you

That if we meet again, if we have another chance to begin again,

If we meet again and if our roads cross once more,

I will know that it will be the last time, and I swear

I’ll make it right, I’ll make it right, I won’t let you go.

I’ll try harder, I’ll make it better, I’ll make it better, better, better

And if not; I’ll open up a permanent room in my heart,

For one more regret, one more mistake and close the door to that room

And let it dream of what cold have been.
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