Death, wonderland, where did it go?

Wonderland child,
Where did it go?

Chasing rabbits,
Once a upon a time,
filled with curiosity.

Now running from the devils cold hand of wind,
maze after maze running no where,
on the road of despair,
your trying, your trying
but it's so hard to just accept,
this is not make-believe.

Frowning under the curtains of your smile.
No one can comprehend the pain that you feel.
Eyes compressed causing the liquid to apper.
In the dead of night when no one can hear.

Drink the wine of pure blood,
grab the pills from the windowsill,
it's burns but it feels so good.

Take away the names,
bite back the rending phobias,
take back your innocence,
Punch the scearm back down your throat.

Finger running down your chest line,
slice one last time,
that will do for tonight.
Then seizures over,
you may think of it as madness or schizophrenia.
No....

it's reality.

Wonderland was never around...