To the End of Us. Love, Invisible Girl

Now, I don’t know what’s all left to write;
It’s all been said, then kissed goodnight
The songs you hear say what I feel,
Now nothing’s left for me to deal.

I don’t know what to say to you.
You say hello; that we aren’t through.
But here we lay in separate beds,
Hugging sheets with separate threads…

What about the days
When you weren’t here?
You left me all alone
With all my fears
To face down on my own
‘Cause you were never home.

I’m tired of trying to think this through.
I’ll just give in and be with you;
We needn’t a care of what they say.
Let’s do this now, in our own way.

What about the days
When you were gone?
Stole away my heart
And all my songs
To sing without a voice
You made that choice.

Chaotic fury doused with love, falling.
Slowly screaming loudly water stills upon the ground,
Filling every crevice with stillness.
Tear me up.

What about the days?
What about the times?
Tell me what you thought about
When you weren’t here.

Feels like warm,

Absence of fear, the golden sun brings up the light.

Warmth takes us over
As we fall through the ground.
The words taste like sugar
As they drip from your mouth.
Feeling the end
As I drown underneath the stress of the world;
Wetness overcoming the air.

I want you here, as you want me,
And now we know our hearts aren’t free
To find their separate ways apart;
So let’s do this now.
Let’s make a start.

And shoot me down,
The banging drums of blistered hate.
I give you my life
My soul
My love,
I’ll give you the best of me; the worst things.
Feels like a slap

That can’t be returned.
For, love is all I can give you with no return.
Invisible girl, a presence
That can’t be named.
No smile, no love.