You're like a drug - You're ruining my life

I wish I could erase my feelings
Because of you I had a bad day
For two years I've been fighting these feelings
but this year I've struggled each day
I wish I could change my feelings
and instead of you I'd see him every day
I just wanna smother these feelings
and I hope I won't remember you some day

Fuck this! You're like a drug, you're ruining my life!
In my heart it feels like a twist of a knife
You make me wanna pray on my knees
"Oh God, erase him from my life, please!"
You've become my daily nightmare
I can't help it! When I see you I have to stare
You're beautiful, I can't lie
And because of you I just want to die