Beg for My Forgiveness for What You Just Said

Everything disappers,
turns into air of the past.
My brain is the organ that you took down memorable paths,
now I'm taking it back.

la, la, la
I can't hear you.
Blah, blah, blah
I heared that shit before.

You think I'm small,
You think your in control.
If you were once you certainly not anymore.

I'm almost an adult,
I'm almost dead.
I use to bleed out the pain,
just to get you outta my fucking head!
I'm not a child,
I'm not innocent as a little dandelion dancing in drops of rain,
I'm a black rose made of thunder storms and hurricanes.

Turn the bath water red,
beg for my forgiveness for what you just said.
Take the rope and break your neck,
beg for my forgiveness for what you just said.

jump in frout of a speeding car,
jump into a water full of blood thirsty sharks,
jump into my shoes.

You, you have no idea who your messing with,
nothing, theres nothing left...
expect sinful pain.

I look disgustingly at the mirrior,
I expect a kinght, a king, a cotton-mouth looking back at me,
all I see is my scarred, skinny,suicidal worst enermy...