Giving Up

Okay I am trying so hard not to cry
But I can’t help thinking why
Does this always happen to me
That I can just never be happy

I open up and let you in
You make your territory
Then you leave and that’s the end
And its just a sad story

My heart is weak
Its broken beyond repair
It’s not unique
And I not longer care

I cry all the time
No one knows how unhappy I am
I feel like they think I committed a crime
There use to be a floor plan

Now I’m going to go
And end the whole show
I can’t do anymore
I’ve washed up on shore