Don't Know What to Think

my body is numb,
I dont know what to think,
my head is spinning,
Everything seems blank.

I cant seem to breath,
The world is closing on me,
Everything is turning black,
I cant see.

Im laying on the floor,
My mind starts to wake,
Tears stream from my eyes,
I soon start to shake.

I dont know what to do,
I dont know what i think,
I know im as good as dead,
When i feel my soul sink.

I cant make sense of my thoughts,
Just that i want to be dead,
I will soon be just that,
I'll soon put a bullet in my head.

My body is soon limp on the floor,
There is blood all around,
But all alone in this house,
Noone heard a sound.