Escaping My Fate

Sometimes I question this obsession.
Sometimes I feel lost.
Sometimes I ponder the possibilities,
Of what may have become of us.

Engrossed in my thoughts,
I search.
Looking for the words to say,
Our friendship could have endured this pain,
If only you were strong enough to stay.

The vault in my mind is open,
I think you've left me broken.
Flowing memories of love and hate,
And pain so great.

I've called your name,
You’re playing a game.
I fear I may never escape this fate.