Diamonds

Diamonds better to cut than accessories,
kiss the torn skin,
dripping, drooling down your desperate face.
Desperate for hope,
Desperate for a second chance.

I don't know why but...
pain is better once seen,
easier to kill something visable.

I don't know why but....
When the world crys,
I cry with the knowing of failure,
Rain pours down my purple cheeks,
I breathe hicups.
I'm sorry though I never douted you.

I don't know why but...
Sometimes I can be in the most crowded room
yet I'm alone in a dark cave of echoing slience,
I'll always be the dying outcast,
however you wouldn't see it.

Music is my drug,
my savior ,
my heroine.
It teached me the wonders of happiness,
the darkness of depression,
the hatered and the passion of love,
the scarcasim, the euthisastic
the deadly and the sexual.
My lifes based on music,
I am music.

I'd like to live in that world twenty-four/seaven,
but that type of thing only exists in heaven.

Welcome to realaity,
where you can find bloody diamonds
and a grave stone with your name.

I'm a cutter, your a bully
stop! in the name of crime,
Your crime can muilptly,
Mine can be only done once.

You laugh at my apprance,
I wear diamonds.
I cry when it get serious.
I wear diamonds.
locked door,
I wear diamonds.
Repeat paragraph one
I wear diamonds.....