I'm fake inside

Some how I'm all fake inside
I hide behind these masks that I call lies
Yes you hurt me so Im cold
Im so cold I have no soul
So they say I killed a man
A man that we dont understand
He takes our desires and asks for saints
But I object with no restraint
I hesitate to take a breath
Scared that you'll replace it with death
Scars deep inside my heart
I will not rip apart
Force me to say the truth
I will not I'm different from you
So how so can I forgive
When your the one that can't live
Without regrets or a mind
Your nothing but a worthless find
Those who seek shall be gifted
I say they could be twisted
Try to please to underestimate
So they could hop and dance their way
Like a shadow that I cast
I'm your demons that brings up the past...
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This one is my deepest I have ever written