Vulnerable

I'm very vulnerable,
And you know it.
That's why I try hard,
Not to show it.
I love you,
More than anything else.
But for the way you use me,
Just burn in Hell.
You love the pain,
That you put me through.
Oh, you don't remember?
Well let's give you a clue.
The hugs the kisses,
The smiles and laughs.
Oh they didn't matter to you,
Cause I'm just your past.
You left me alone,
With no hope left.
Only the boxes,
Of notes that you left.
Why is it so amusing,
To tell me goodbye.
It's like stabbing my heart,
And leaving me to die.
So I hope you have fun,
With your hope crushing life.
But honey just remember,
To stay the hell out of mine.