I'm Beginning to Think...

I'm beginning to think,
that there is no place,
for what i feel,
it's beginning to feel like an enless chase,
my kindness,
and caring,
my feelings,
openly given,
have no place in this world.

See,
i'm beginning to think,
that really,
nobody is going to care,
if it all suddenly disappeared,
am i really making a difference,
to the one whom i care for,
or is it my mind,
fooling my heart,
that i am making a jail for.

I suppose that this,
will all be answered in time,
but soon i wonder,
for what can i stand,
if i lose sight of what keeps me going,
lose what draws my heart and hand.