I'm Not Her

You did it
Congratulations
You stabbed what was left of my heart
You stuck in the last blade I could take
You said I was being like her
Like her!!
I'm not her!
I never want to be her
Act like her
Sound like her
Look like her
I don't want to be anything like her!
But you said I was
You know how that hurts
And you said it anyway
That must mean you meant it
right?
You are my father
Right?
You would tell me the truth
Right!?
You would tell me if I was becoming her
RIGHT!?
So tell me daddy
Am I really like her?
Dear old mommy?
Am I hateful, like her?
Am I smothering, like her?
Am I cut throat, like her?
Am I hurtful, like her?
Tell me daddy
Am I like her!?
You were my last person
My last fucking person!
Last person who didn't hurt me
I said one wrong thing
And now I'm like her?
Well fuck you too then!
Stay the fuck out of my life
I can't believe you would say that!
You know how much it hurts
But you said that shit anyway
You were the last person I could turn to
The last person I fucking trusted!
Everybody cheer!!
Clap!
Come on clap!
Give the man a fucking award!!
He's finally killed my humanity