No Seduction

She makes me nervous, she makes me tingle
Her beauty is unmatched, and her smile shines
Her hair is long and straight, her body slender and curved
Yet when I talk to her, the conversation only matters
I want to make her feel accepted. Is that all too much to ask?

I look in my mirror, not a hottie at all
I don't have muscles or clear skin
I wear glasses, dress in jeans and hoodies, and my voice is geeky
She appears in the mirror, and smiles at me
I want to feel accepted. Is that all to much too ask?

We blush, we kiss, she understands me
We lay on my bed, she lays my head on her breast
I wrap my arms around her, and kiss her neck
She moans, she digs her nails in my hair
I want to make her feel loved. Is that all too much to ask?

I go lower, kissing her clavicle, her chest
The skin that begins her breast ever slightly bounces
Do you trust me? Can I go further?
She nods, and lets me pull her shirt up
I want to feel trustworthy. Is that all too much to ask?

I can feel it! It's just inside her bra!
I slide it up, her exposed chest greets me
I pair them up, move them about
She's still panting, her eyes are closed
I want to make her feel good. Is that all too much to ask?

I lick her nipple, and then suck it
She moans, and digs her nails in again
Don't stop! Please don't stop!
As you wish, I think to myself
I want to feel loved. Is that all too much to ask?

I kiss her belly, I kiss her hip
She moves so slightly, like a Latin dancer
I can stop if you want me to.
It's okay, I want you to
I want her to love me. Is that all too much to ask?

I lower her pants, her panties
I lick the very top of her clitoris
She gasps, she raises her body like a plank
My heart wrenches from her enjoyment
I want her to whisper my name. Is that all too much to ask?

Do I go lower? I'm so nervous!
Fuck it, YOLO, my cousin would say
I bury my face in it, and make out with it
She's panting hard, and her hips violently buckle
I want her to feel happy. Is that all too much to ask?

I stop for a brief moment, is she done?
Her head is laid on it's side, and she's slightly drooling
She's trying to catch her breath, I lay my body on hers
Do you want to go further? Can we be exclusive too?
I want to ask no more than this. Is that all too much to ask?

I open my eyes, I'm laying on my back
My hand is sticky, so I wipe it with a tissue
I stare at my ceiling, waiting for a sign
I turn to my side, and fall asleep alone
Can someone give me a chance, or is that too much to ask?