Daddy, why did you leave?
I hate you for leaving.
Why did you go?
I need you to hold me,
when I'm alone.
Daddy, daddy, this isn't fair!
Why did you have to disappear?
I have few memories.
Daddy, did you even love me?
You slit your own throat,
and I fee like I'm choking.
Daddy, did you even love me?
You hung yourself, oh so neat!
No, daddy.
I can't fucking b-r-e-a-t-h-e.
I hate you for leaving,
But I need you here.
Daddy, I miss you.
This isn't fair!
Oh, daddy.
I'm so sorry.
A better daughter,
I should be!
I hate you for leaving.
But I miss your face.
The way you protected me-
Isn't erased.
Daddy, now listen.
Do you see my tears?
Why can't you be here-
to fucking scare my fears!
I hate you for leaving.
Why did you go?
I need you here to hold me,
when I'm all alone.
You were so selfish,
I hate you in full.
You killed yourself-
Now I feel kind of dull!
Daddy, daddy-
Listen here.
I've opened the door,
I see you laying there.
You were so selfish,
You had me.
Why did you kill yourself,
I'm so sorry.
Oh!
Listen to my heart that's blue,
Sitting at your grave,
reading to you.
I read you my poems, as I was eight.
I'd spent hours talking to you, at your grave.
I didn't know I would grow up to hate.
So naïve, I thought you cared.
You died when I was three-
Why do I have the pain I wasn't spared?
As I grew older, I lost the positive thoughts.
I just felt all the pain that your absence brought.
When I was ten, I tried to follow you.
I tried the unthinking,
The only thing I knew.
"To get to dad, I'll follow his path. I'll kill myself- when the self-hate I have."
Daddy, I'm fourteen now.
I don't hate you.
I just want to cry.
I never got to be a kid,
never got to act like a child.
I look back and I think-
Why did this happen to me?
You can't protect me.
I shan't be loved.
But I still think of my daddy-
The one who gave me hugs.
Daddy...
You don't know how much you still mean to me.
Why did you go?
I need you to hold me,
when I'm alone.
Daddy, daddy, this isn't fair!
Why did you have to disappear?
I have few memories.
Daddy, did you even love me?
You slit your own throat,
and I fee like I'm choking.
Daddy, did you even love me?
You hung yourself, oh so neat!
No, daddy.
I can't fucking b-r-e-a-t-h-e.
I hate you for leaving,
But I need you here.
Daddy, I miss you.
This isn't fair!
Oh, daddy.
I'm so sorry.
A better daughter,
I should be!
I hate you for leaving.
But I miss your face.
The way you protected me-
Isn't erased.
Daddy, now listen.
Do you see my tears?
Why can't you be here-
to fucking scare my fears!
I hate you for leaving.
Why did you go?
I need you here to hold me,
when I'm all alone.
You were so selfish,
I hate you in full.
You killed yourself-
Now I feel kind of dull!
Daddy, daddy-
Listen here.
I've opened the door,
I see you laying there.
You were so selfish,
You had me.
Why did you kill yourself,
I'm so sorry.
Oh!
Listen to my heart that's blue,
Sitting at your grave,
reading to you.
I read you my poems, as I was eight.
I'd spent hours talking to you, at your grave.
I didn't know I would grow up to hate.
So naïve, I thought you cared.
You died when I was three-
Why do I have the pain I wasn't spared?
As I grew older, I lost the positive thoughts.
I just felt all the pain that your absence brought.
When I was ten, I tried to follow you.
I tried the unthinking,
The only thing I knew.
"To get to dad, I'll follow his path. I'll kill myself- when the self-hate I have."
Daddy, I'm fourteen now.
I don't hate you.
I just want to cry.
I never got to be a kid,
never got to act like a child.
I look back and I think-
Why did this happen to me?
You can't protect me.
I shan't be loved.
But I still think of my daddy-
The one who gave me hugs.
Daddy...
You don't know how much you still mean to me.