Father

Father, how dare you?
How dare you leave me alone?
Leaving your prize treasure with a bunch of thief!
To never understand why you had left us behind!

Father, I don't understand.
I don't understand why you only took your eldest son?
Why not me? Wasn't I good enough for you?
All I ever wanted was to be love and held by you!

As a infant child, you were my world.
Like a fish flowing with the mighty sea,
I always fallow you through thick and thin.
Never questioning you one bit.

I was your little girl, for some time
But the sand of time slowly fade away.
In those moment slowly the truth comes out,
but as your little soldier I never believed.

Father, how could you?
How could you leave me from this world?!
Didn't you know what you mean to me!
Losing you is like a knife
that has been jab in my chest.

Father, why didn't you tell me?!
Why didn't you tell me the truth!
Why did it come out when you are gone from the world?
To learn that you loved me, but never wanted me?!
Wasn't because you were ashamed of me?! or I wasn't
what you wanted me to be?!

At the end I lost a ton of tears,
Drowning in my own sorrow of what occurred.
To learn that my own father figure,
never wanted his own daughter.
But yet I don't hate you.

Hating you would mean hating myself.
So what's the point in doing that?
To hate something that is apart of me, that created me!
Hatred is a poison that drive a person into darkness.
So to save myself from the darkness and the memories,
I forgive you.