Feelin' This?

Have you ever felt like you're standing in a clouded pool, filled with your thoughts, just a little above ankle deep with a bleak, solemn sky looming over head making everything different shades of pale sadness. The over cast feels heavy. Like your brain is grey mush. And no matter where your eyes go, everything is the same, because that everything is nothing. No where to go, no where to hide, no one is there, you're all alone. And so you keep walking in the water, not knowing how deep it is, you just keep walking. It feels like you're going no where at all, but the water is rising, and starts to fill your lungs with that sad clouded water, and you can't breathe, can't scream. You're lost and drowning. And the worst thing is you don't know if you'll ever be saved.