Believing Me
Believing Me
Everyone is so happy,
Why can't that be me?
Why is it so hard,
For everyone to see?
I smile in the crowds,
Like everyone else.
But if you look closely,
I'm screaming for help.
By day I'm happy,
Like no pain exists.
But at home at night,
I slit my wrists.
I tell you I'm not hungry,
That I already ate.
But really,
I think I'm overweight.
At night I pray,
Up to God above.
That someday soon,
I'll find some love.
Cause I need someone,
Right by my side.
Someone to stay,
Who won't run and hide.
But I guess,
That no one will see.
Because it's just so easy,
To believe me.
Everyone is so happy,
Why can't that be me?
Why is it so hard,
For everyone to see?
I smile in the crowds,
Like everyone else.
But if you look closely,
I'm screaming for help.
By day I'm happy,
Like no pain exists.
But at home at night,
I slit my wrists.
I tell you I'm not hungry,
That I already ate.
But really,
I think I'm overweight.
At night I pray,
Up to God above.
That someday soon,
I'll find some love.
Cause I need someone,
Right by my side.
Someone to stay,
Who won't run and hide.
But I guess,
That no one will see.
Because it's just so easy,
To believe me.