I'll Keep This Promise, I promse

They always told me I would never be close to good enough,
every smile I always faked, they took away from me each day.
I was useless and I was burned out,
wanting nothing more to die... and I tried.

Another day,
"Just stop, and go back where you belong,
Fuck off, you're always in our way."
And I got so tired of what they say.

And just for that reason,
I'm packing and leaving
I promised someone I would change the world,
And maybe I'm dreaming,
but I'm tired of screaming,
I'll make it out alive, I promise you.

And if you didn't see this coming,
I've lost all faith in your sanity,
Cause you've been where I'm at,
and I think maybe that's whats worse.

I gunna say,
everything I need to say,
and maybe then I'll be okay.
So hopefully I'll see you in hell someday.

And just for that reason,
I'm packing and leaving
I promised someone I would change the world,
And maybe I'm dreaming,
but I'm tired of screaming,
I'll make it out alive, I promise you.

And all those nights locked in my room,
you thought I was doing nothing but hating you.
But every night I stayed awake,
waiting for the moment I break through.

And since now I'm leaving,
For some stupid reason,
To save the world is all I want to do.
I'll keep on screaming,
and fuck yeah I'm dreaming,
But I'll change the world, and that I promise you.

I'll still make mistakes and blame them all on you.
It's a matter of difference, between what you knew.
I think it's better if I run away too.

And just for that reason,
I'm packing and leaving
I promised someone I would change the world,
And maybe I'm dreaming,
but I'm tired of screaming,
I'll make it out alive, I promise you.