Revitalize

Revitalize the same old lies.
Invention and tension in my mind,
look for the retreat.
Retreat, and release
your feelings.
Worrisome, you see?
The emotion is taking over me.

Basement beams and sweating in your sleep,
relive your nightmare, boy.
You become him and you are complete, no?
No, rope in the trash and sigh of relief.

Sitting in a closet, little boy curled up
reaching out to anonymity.
I'll help you if you help me,
put the knife down and go to sleep.

Painting your mind in technicolor,
see the colors with your eyes.
I look at you and I see special,
fear of getting lost in your ways, my lies.

Revive me, I'm living in the seams,
on the edge of what's clean.
♠ ♠ ♠
Based off two of my friends who recently tried to commit suicide, intermingled with my own problems.