Not With a Bang But With a Whimper

I lay my head down on his chest and cried,
because he had lived,
because he had dies

A dry ocean, a desert of emotion
Happy-sad, dark-light, sorrow-joy
Swept over me, under me

I could hear the sound but i could not understand the words.
And then i realized the sounds was me, breaking
In one moment i was feeling everything and i was feeling nothing

I was shattered, I was saved, I lost everything I was given
Something in me died, Something in me was born, i only knew-
The girl I was, is gone

Whoever i was now, I would never be her again.
This is the way.
The world will end not with a bang, but a whimper.