Not Everyone Knows

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Not anyone or me has a perfect score.
Not everyone knows my family has a heartsore.

I've had a tough life.
Some may say a wildlife.
But, not everyone knows it's a screwed up life.

Some may say my life hasn't even started.
But, too me it's bloated.
Not everyone knows, not everyone is blessed.

Sometimes I wish I was dead.
But, I have a bright future ahead.
But, not everyone knows I dread being dead.

I love being with may friends.
Even thought I wonder where this book will end.
But, not everyone knows, I sometimes hate weekends.

I sometimes think I'm not worth it.
Or am i just a dimwit?
But, not everyone knows, life can be as bad as an armpit.

Sometimes, I think I'm not pretty.
Or am I just being bitchy?
But, not everyone knows, That I'm cheesy.

If your still here you might as well forget.
Everything will be over in a minute.
Because, not everyone knows my biggest secret.