Sacrificial Human Lamb

Loneliness is a presence as I aim to find eternal bliss
I can't shake the feeling off of this ultimate consciousness
Maybe its the reason why I do bad things
Maybe its the reason why people call me a mad man
But I don't care that I'm a raging hard-on in the fast lane
Swerving side to side with a bad pain
In my heart, I bleed blood, dark blood, black as ice, I slid
Frozen solid, the rest is just leaking out of my cut up body
I've seen scary movies but believe me my life is scarier
Demons lurk in my shadow, driving me past the point of hysteria
Wellness clinics can't control me cuz I've learned to think deeper
When I think things begin to get clearer
I must be the killer, the demon behind the scene of PG film
I have a gift, and that gift is to commit sin
So fuck you for trying to erase the mark that I've marked you
I'm not messiah but I am the angel that found you
Call me what you want and what you will, but I swear I really do mean to kill
My lawyer told me they got nothin on me yet I pleaded guilty anyway
I began to think for myself, this my natural way
Kill every human being as long as I'm still breathing, from grace I've fallen
But these bars can't stop me, nothing really can confront me
I'm a ghost that's always up for a jolly good haunting
I'm not a preacher or teacher but somehow amassed a following
I don't want any help in the slaughtering
Cuz if you haven't realized yet, then yet you soon will
I swing my axe at everything, to my will you will yield
I have a friend who's the king of darkness, great mentor, honest
Yet even he knows that the truth, that we all eventually envelop in darkness
No escape from the mouse trap
We all deserve death, its god's ultimate act of kindness of justice
Savage as I ravage everything in sight
I won't stop till I'm the only one left, then I too, will be at mercy of god's right hand
For upon me He will ascend, and throw me in the deepest part of hell
I'm not God, and I'm not the voice of Him
All I am is a man, just like the rest of the human lamb