Death of an Angel

The death of an angel always started out with him being a stranger. I never felt a love as strong as this one. My world revolved around him so it's going to be hard learning to live without him. I tell myself I'm over him, but in my hear I know it can't win. Heart becomes so depressed when it knows there is nothing left, and full of so much regrets. I got mad I got jealous when he wouldn't tell us where he was. A guy having girl best friends causes so much drama. I'm not saying ya'll are bad I'm just saying I couldn't handle all this trauma. You're touch is enough to make this pain go away. It's gotten to the point where you're all I think about, it's got so bad I can't go around. I'm still not ready to move on, I try and try but I'm not that strong. I used to be but after loving someone for an eternity, you've got my love locked away. i can't go, all i can do is stay. Everyone keeps telling me I should give up and find someone new but it's hard to do when the damage was far more superior that average.