Black and White life

It's nothing
Everything is nothing
And nothing is everything

Do you know what I mean?
What I am saying?
What I am spilling out of my mouth
My mind runs like a leaky faucet
Or maybe even a creaky dam
Waiting to burst
And flood the floors

Swallowing you whole
Swirling, gurgling, bubbling
Hard to breathe
Hard to move

Do you understand me?
I don't understand myself
Do you know who you are?
Who is that you see in the mirror?

Do you know what it's like
To live everyday
Being asked how you feel
When it's the most difficult question
You have to face?

Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
I live in a world where a step
Is a stride

This is not pretend
This is my mind.